AwEs0mEaSh posted a quote
February 12, 2004 12:03am UTC
Sometimes I wonder if you ever cared or if you even thought about me when I wasn't there. Sometimes I wonder if I was ever in your heart...or was I being *uSed* right from the start...?!?!</3
AwEs0mEaSh posted a quote
February 12, 2004 12:15am UTC
No matter how hard I try, i'm not trying hard enough. No matter how sorry I am, i'm not sorry enough. No matter how pretty I am, i'm not pretty enough. No matter how smart I am, i'm not smart enough. No matter how nice I am, i'm not nice enough. No matter what I do, it's ..NEVER.. enough for -[y o u]-
AwEs0mEaSh posted a quote
February 12, 2004 12:24am UTC
"Unprotected" by: Britney Spears I wake up in the morning. Put on my face. The one that's gonna get me Through another day. Doesn't really matter. How I feel inside. Life is like a game sometimes. Then you can around me. The walls just disappeared. Nothing to surround me. Keep me from my fears. ~*I'm uNpRoTeCtEd*~
SiLeNtTeArzx3 posted a quote
February 12, 2004 9:50am UTC
Hesitating my action and shaking with fear and anger I pick up the knife and make a deep line. Its stinging and my body feels numb. I watch in a daze as the blood drips to my floor, making a puddle of me. Lost in regrets and promises that were broken I begin to cry silent tears. Cold and dizzy I make a mark on my wrist again. This time much deeper. I loose more blood and watch it drip. My skin is pale and lifeless. My vision is not clear but I see flashes of my life. Even visions that I can't remember even happend to me. I have lost feeling in my right hand from the blood I have lost. I pick up the gun with my left hand. Its cold and greasy. I raise it to my head and pull the trigger. For a moment I feel that I have made a mistake and loved the life I lived. I thought about the things I wished I had done. But it was much too late to do them. I heard a boom and felt a quick dreadful pain in my temples. I was dead. I made this poem by myself...It has a lot of meaning to it and I hope all you get what it is. Thanks
SiLeNtTeArzx3 posted a quote
February 12, 2004 9:52am UTC
Hearing your name the memories come back again I remember when it started happening I see you in every thought I had and then The thoughts slowly found words attached to them.
im holding back tears drawing back fears trying to forget about all these years thinking of your face and all the empty space it left in my heart.. it tore me apart.. **dont take credit
maybe deep inside there were things i tried to hide places i couldnt go.. things i didnt know.. dreams that had been crushed, love that had been rushed time that had flown by, people id left behind.. Memories still not clear full of laughter and tears Feelings that had never been felt Past that decided to melt Life that had been restored Hurt I had ignored.. Things I didnt do.. All because of *you* **dont take credit