Love Sucks
it kills me to hear you talk about all the other girls,
can't you see that i want to be that girl?
at times i trick myself into thinking that i don't want you,
but who am i kidding, i've always wanted you.
i remember the days we used to talk on the phone
who knew id ever miss them so much
you tell me so often that i'm such a great friend,
but it almost makes it harder knowing that that's all i'll ever be
each time my phone rings i hope it's your name ill see on the screen.
i remember the night you told me you wanted me,
i didn't think it was posible that you would,
so i shrugged it off, only hopeing it was true,
but convinced it wasn't.
months later you told me you wern't lying.
you really did have feelings for me.
i've never regreted anything so much.
you give mixed signals that i might have a shot
but the next day you're gone with all the other girls,
all prettier and more outgoing that i,
but somehow you still make time for me..
but im still just the quiet girl in the background.
at times i get angry at the fact that you'll never be mine.
but how can i blame you for that?
i'm simply not good enough for you. and it's obvious.
i'm always the girl you come to when you need advice,
time and time again, a girl will hurt you
and you'll come to me and cry on my shoulder,
i'm always thinking..i'd never do that to you...
so many times i tell myself i don't love you,
its our friendship i love,
but i realize now it's not our friendship i love so much,
it's the hope that it might later turn into something more.
how can you be so clueless.
its obvious i want you...i need you.
they say you should live with optimism, but with you, it's hard.
i can't bring myself to believe i have a chance with you.
...'cause i don't.
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