I’m sorry doesn’t mean much
especially when it all you ever say
So just this once hear what I have to say
It’s the truth; everything I’ve held at bay
It’s hard to stand by
And simply watch you slip away
I’m mad, I’m upset; its’s a battle inside
Ready to recede like the oceans tide
You need me, you plead
As I sit there and scream
Screaming at what you don’t seem to see
What you need is not me, I’m just a fall back in your time of need
With me gone
Even though it wont be long
You’ll have to take a stand
‘cause I want be there to lend you a hand
What I needed was a break
To step back; not just for my sake
You have come to rely on me
As if that’s the way things auta be.
Regardless though
You’re my friend through and through
And I hope you see that too
I am the paper; your sold ground
While you’re the pen; an excuse always to be found
In the past each one I accepted
Though I was temped
To call you out on each little bluff
but that was too tough
We had to hide the truth behind the blinds
Afraid of change…it was all in our minds
I saw the signs, each time I knew,
Yet I became the pen, made excuses just like you
I’ve opened up our blinds
Opened up my mind
Ready or not, this is what we need
To let our friendship grow back out of this seed
I love you, my sister at heart
What we need is simply a fresh start
“Hi, I’m molly”
“Hey what’s up! I’m Raeann”
But no that wont work
Our past can’t be left, too much still lurks
So hear me out, one last time
“though it may be tried
It may leave us with scares
Our friendship wont go
It never will
For this, Raeann
I Promise You”