Not So Sweet Dreams
Chapter 12
I closed my eyes in the darkness and silently cried for a long time.
I opened my eyes. I stood next to Matt, he had a very pained, tear stained face. I didn't understand why. I was right here.
"Matt!?!?!" I waved my hand in front of his face. He had no reaction to it what so ever.
He was staring at something. I followed his gaze. He was staring at my peaceful body. Then I knew I was dead.
I looked around the room, my mom had crumpled to her knees at my side, holding my cold hand, sobbing. My dad had tears welded up in his eyes, and he held the crying Jensen, and Jared buried his face into my fathers leg. Makayla and Kari clung to each other, both letting out distressed cries. Brianna sat in a chair with her face Buried in her hands, making silent sobs. Sammi and Leah held onto each other, crying. And in the door of my room, sat Farah in a wheelchair, tears silently slid down her face.
I burst into tears and screamed "This can't be happening!!!"
After that the only sound in the room were sobs, including my own.
Finally the doctor made it official when she said "Time of death eleven fifty four p.m."
Silence.
I hated the silence, I needed to hear someone to speak.
"Someone! Please Talk!" I screamed.
As if he could hear me Matt said "She was the only person, I ever loved."
I got in his face and said "Don't you dare start with the stuff about how you'll miss me and how you loved me, B-Because I'm right here!"
Farah now spoke "I was awake for ten minutes, and I find out she had died in child birth..." She sobbed "I was in a coma for almost a year for God's sake! I don't even get to see her alive! She was my best friend!"
"A parent is never supposed to out live their child." My fathers voice broke.
Brianna pulled away from her sobbing and said in a hurt tone "We had to live without Farah for a year, now we have to live without Kendall for a year!"
"How could this happen to such a good, kind person?!?!" Leah said not even pulling away from Sammi.
I wiped away my ghost tears. I spoke as if they could hear me "Don't do this to me, Please!" I sobbed.
But everyone continued on with their kind words about me.
'Ian! I'll find Ian and see him!' I thought.
I tried to dodge Farah but there was no point, I went right through her.
I searched the halls. I finally came to a nursery. I went through the door and found Ian, in a incubator looking thing.
A doctor and a nurse stood over him.
"Will he be okay?" I asked, but of course they didn't hear me.
The nurse said "This is Ian Jackson, his mother died in childbirth only moments ago, six weeks premature. How does it look doc?"
"He'll be okay, he'll be in critical care for a while though." He answered.
I let out a sigh of relief.
The doctor and the nurse walked away.
I gazed down at my beautiful son. I knew he could see me, because as soon as I smiled, he grinned a toothless smile right back.
"Your father will take care of you. I promise." I say getting all teary eyed. He just smiled right back at me. I smiled letting a tear slip down my cheek.
I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turn around to see the glowing face of my deceased grandmother.
"Gram!" I squealed trying to wrap my ghostly arms around her.
"Hello darling Kendall." She smiled at me "I need to ask you something, and this is your descision."
I nodded, as her grey eyes stared at me.
"Will you come with me to your second life?" she asked.
"Where will I go?" I asked "Heavon, or H-Hell?"
"I'm not obligated to tell you, your little boy is gorgeous."
"Thankyou...I have to decide right now?"
"Not exactly... You can come with me now, or you can be given a few oppurtunities over the years, you can decide."
I sat in silence for a moment, I stared at Ian.
"I have to stay...I'm sorry."
She nodded, said her goodbye, "I hope to see you soon, my dear."
I waved goodbye as she dissappeared into a bright light.
There I stood, now staying here practically alone, with no one to hear me.
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