Dangerous
♦ Iesha's P.O.V ♦
*flashback*
Yeah as everyone knew I was the shy quiet girl but that was going to change.I was tired of being considered the weak link of the group since my mom died of r@pe.What people don't understand is that I'm not going to like you if you put me below then you are.Sometimes life is a like medication and you just have to swallow it and deal with it even if it tastes horrible.Recently getting the S notes made me miserable and Alex trying to feel me was scary.Did my mom feel this too?I sat at my bed looking dejectedly wondering if I was going to die too.
My phone buzzed as I sighed.Will this b**** ever stop?
Tired of me already?If you're so tired then maybe you might want to join me.Meet me outside at 2 in the morning tell no one or else...-S
I gasped and my mind started thinking.If I was on the S team then maybe I could just join so the pain would be over.I'm tired of everything.TIRED! Do you know how frustrating it is to not go kill myself?No I don't think you do since I hide it behind a fake smile.Sometimes people think they know you but they don't.No one will ever know you the most not even you.We're puzzling and our complications never end.My mind was already set on seeing S.Time to turn the tables on S.
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I arrived outside as the cold wind blew everywhere.A owl looked around in the night as I heard cats meowing.The crescent moon hung beautifully in the sky as stars gently twinkled.A lantern was lit outside but no one was out here besides me.A shadow came by and a black hoodie person walked up to me.The person lifted their hoodie to reveal their face.
Elli was S.
"Why Elli?"I managed to say.
"Because I was like you too Iesha.I sympathize you out all of the others.Because my mom was r@ped too."Elli said gently.
"But... your mom is alive...."I whispered.
"She is barely but for her I live.I wanted to make you live and not die.I know both of our moms would know that.Please Iesha join me so we could help others."Elli said with wide open eyes.My tears fell as we hugged.She was also crying and I knew that we had to help each other out.
"Elli,I want to make sure my friends will be protected."I said through tears.
Elli's voice had gone much harder."I don't know Iesha but I will try."
I know you may be thinking that I'm betraying my friends but I'm not really.I swear my friends would understand right?They knew I had self esteem problems right?Oh who am I kidding! None of them know I cut my myself every once in awhile and throw myself up sometimes.Of course everyone notices Alli and Alli this.Never me! Why? I tried my best to hide it from them since I feel like they would leave me.My mom had died when I was 4 and ever since then I haven't really cried.I could still see that video sent to me at age 10 of that women getting r@ped.Someone had sent it to me as a joke and I wanted to cry but instead I took a scissor and cut myself.At that time it hurted but after awhile it felt soo good.I could still hear that women screaming and the guy thrusting and....NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
"Elli I'm ready to join the S team.I don't care about them.I don't anymore.I hate them."I said in short fragrements loving the taste of freedom.I'm sorry but I'm not apologizing.
Elli smiled evilly and then said,"Excellent now the first thing is stay here until...."She whispered the plan as I nodded.
"These b**** are finally getting what they deserve."I cunningly smiled and said.
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It was that important night and Alex was touching me.I knew it was fake but Elli was watching so I had to act it good.Somewhere in the back of mind it felt wrong but then again I always hid behind the back of my mind.Not now and never again.After all those scenes I had arrived at the party thankfully Lauren didn't see me.I had gotten a text from S on the next plan and smiled to myself.Everything was falling in peices.At that moment I knew I was winning thanks to S.Earlier I felt alone and felt like someone was missing and there was someone.It was my happiness.I was dead inside and nothing changed.My pain had hardened me and Elli had made me cry for the first time in a long time.Elli understood me.Not like anyone else bothered to try.
After accidently being trapped with the dumb b**** Alli I knew she was going to die.Along the way we had gotten trapped and tied up.As everyone had popped up I knew it was my time.
I didn't regret my decision.
"Alli,I'm on the S team."I had said putting on my black hoodie that had S on it.
A/N:Hi guys this is a flashback on each persons reasons on why they are on the S team.Don't worry after every two flashbacks I'll make a chapter of the story.Tell me what you think because I would love the feedback.Thanks for reading.
I got Iesha on my team now.What are you going to do now Alli?Sometimes the game can be out of control but maybe the only thing that can start it is a little match.Iesha was the little match and her past helped me bring her on the S team.We know all and we see all.Take a chill pill because we're winning.-S
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