when you spend so much time trying to convince yourself and the world that you dont care then something happens and you realize that its all a lie you care..yo care so much it makes you sick but your too prideful to share this with the world so you hold it in all the while feeling so broken you still wear a smile
last night i slept with a stranger for the first time since youve gone regfully lying naked thinking of what ive done her leg still forced between mine
when your friends with someone for so long that they have completely pulled the wool over your eyes and then you finally are forced to see there true colors and there so much less than you thought