you would have looked great in that wig. your smile still lit up the room. your voice came through to my eardrums like the most pleasant noise on planet earth...but now you're gone...and i miss you...i miss you so much it's unsafe for me to drive. i might burst into tears, might not realise the road is turning, might hit a wall. it physically hurts. it hurts to breathe. why does this hit me now when nobody is near? i wouldnt have seen you for 5 of these 6 years but it still hurts so damn much. when can i see you again?
i miss you. so much.
so. damn. much.
...and now i'm letting go...