~..For some reason, like with T, I'm overlooking it and i cant stop. i have tried so hard..i really did...and i was done with his shizz, i was sick of it...but i wanted HIM. i didnt care if i have to hear his shizz, yeah it hurts but it..it was an honest mistake, right? And the people that love me, i love too...But...the pain..the inner pain i feel, it hurts more than what R could ever do to me. I just want it to stop. please end it...i always feel that, for it to end, i have to end me. *i'm* the problem. no one else. *i* am. and it'll forever be the way..I can't win anymore..~
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I'm sorry i'm such a fvck up.