it's just an escape i've been wanting. i don't want to respond to anyone or meet up for food or celebrate you. just want to be with him. engulfed by him, laughing with him. enjoying him. maybe it's stupid, or a form of self sabotage. i don't really care. i'm sick of all these distractions and wasting time building nothing. just want to be with the one who accepts all of me.
you know a big part of me still believes that you could fix everything? my dreams and thoughts are always filled with you. when holidays are coming up, i'm wishing i could spend it with you. when bad things happen, i always think about how different things could be with you around. i always feel like i'm just killing time until i can meet you.
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Dudu*