so i just texted this kid that is not my boyfriend (which i have) but i have been in love with since the 5th grade that i miss him. we recently had a fight. a big fight. actually... it was about 3 months ago. it's midnight, so i doubt he'll text me back.... but i'm just praying he does... and i'm scared... i haven't acually hung out with him since 7th grade.. and i'm scared he changed.. and if he did i know it'll hurt... it'll hurt a lot... but i just need him in my life. i know its not pretty... i'm to tired to put time into this. thanks be being here, witty. you're my pain reliever, and i love you.