You
have to understand that I don't like fencing
myself off like this. I don't enjoy cutting
people out of my life. It's just something I have
to do. All my life I've had people pushing me
around, telling me what to do. Making rules for me,
and what did I do? I took it. I let people who
didn't deserve to be in my life, stay. I've
learnt keeping them only just wastes my time and
energy, and those are the two most valuable things I
possess. So why should I give it away to them?
It's not fun, and it's certainly not easy. I
don't want to treat people who used to mean so
much to me like strangers, but I can only waste so
much time and energy until it completely drains
me.
