He’s gone okay? Let him go. I know that his laugh was
the soundtrack to your summer and when he kissed your lips you
could feel fire in your stomach. But he left, he’s not
coming back. You don’t know why and you probably never
will. That’s part of what hurts the most. The silence.
Maybe if he had yelled or at least said goodbye this pain would
be a little less extreme. But you can’t change any of that
now. You can’t make him come back just like you
couldn’t make him stay. And that’s okay, that
isn’t your fault. Your soul is too big and encompassing,
not something he ever knew how to handle. I’m sorry that
everything feels heavy on your shoulders now that he’s
gone. You don’t deserve how the world turned blue; you
deserve to see this life in all the color it can offer. But you
should know that this world can be just as colorful without him
in it. You will be okay without him. It’s hard to see it
now but letting him go is the best thing you can do. I know you
loved him and I’m so sorry he didn’t recognize the
immensity of your greatness. But baby you are more beautifully
complex than the deepest oceans and it’s not your fault
that he prefers puddle jumping. So I know it’s hard and
you’re allowed to miss him but it’s time to move on,
to make room for someone that will appreciate everything you
are.
