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erikajay

1. erikajay
   posted a quote
   April 24, 2012 9:29pm UTC
   I am currently sitting in a cubical at school because I’m over everything. I hate the fact I’ve become this low, to scared to go to class, to scared to talk to anybody. I wish people knew, the teachers, and my friends that last night I was on the edge. The slightest thing could have triggered me to do it. But once again I didn’t because I don’t want to hurt the few people that actually care about me. I’ve always wanted to see what someones reaction would be if you told them. Like when a teacher asks why your homework wasnt complete and you say because I considering killing myself last night. I’m terrified at the though of school. People say it was the best time of their lives and you should enjoy it, but I don’t see how you can. School is a prison, it’s hell. Your forced to be around the people that you don’t want to be with. Everyone is fake, they promise to be by your side through everything. But they will leave you because your not good enough for them anymore. Being ‘popular’ is all anybody cares about. Unless your beautiful and popular you will not be noticed. Your expected to cope with everything and do all home work and assignments, but I can’t. I just can’t do this anymore, and that’s why I’m sitting in a cubical right now.
   
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2. erikajay
   posted a quote
   March 14, 2012 2:10am UTC
   What if..
   ........................ I killed myself..
   Who would notice?
   Who would care?
   Who would attend my funeral?
   Who would be happy?
   Who would cry?
   What would my "bestfriends" do?
   What would my parents do?
   What would the kids at school think?
   Who would actually miss me?
   I wonder how i would kill myself.
   I wonder if i have the guts.
   I've planned it for a long time.
   
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3. erikajay
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   March 12, 2012 4:01am UTC
   home is where i can look like a comfortable hobo
   
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4. erikajay
   posted a quote
   March 3, 2012 10:53pm UTC
   stop judging.
   she cuts, because its her escape.
   she starves herself, because she wants to be perfect.
   she wears make up, to hide her insecurity.
   she reads and keeps it to herself, because she's scared.
   she's a b*tch, because she's broken inside.
   she talks to guys, because girls hate her.
   
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5. erikajay
   posted a quote
   February 28, 2012 3:43am UTC
   you asked me why i was so unhappy,
   like it was a simple question.
   
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6. erikajay
   posted a quote
   February 28, 2012 3:40am UTC
   Favourite if you struggle with depression, or an eating disorder, anxiety, bipolar disorder, ADD, OCD, if you self harm, are suicidal or if you have any mental health problem. This is not to seek attention, pity, or judgement. This is to say you are here, and you are not alone. This is to say that no one out there is alone, and we are here to support each other. Favourite
   
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7. erikajay
   posted a quote
   February 27, 2012 2:51am UTC
   people who die by suicide,
   don't want to end their lives,
   they want to end the pain.
   
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8. erikajay
   posted a quote
   February 23, 2012 4:05am UTC
   Favourite this if you self harm or have any suicidal thoughts at all, I’m following all of you.
   
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9. erikajay
   posted a quote
   February 21, 2012 6:00am UTC
   me: *leaves room and walks into kitchen*
   dad: hey she cam out of her hole
   dad: its like you like in a cave
   dad: we haven't seen you in a while
   dad: its like you're a gnome or troll or something
   dad: you only leave to stock up on food
   dad: oh and there she goes:
   dad: walking right past me with her food
   dad: see you in a few days
   
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10. erikajay
    posted a quote
    February 19, 2012 5:57am UTC
    I hate this
    Me: no
    Thoughts: cut
    Me: no no no
    Thoughts: cut
    Me: nooo
    Thoughts: it will make the pain go away
    Me: ok
    
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11. erikajay
    posted a quote
    February 15, 2012 2:59am UTC
    everything becomes real
    after you realise how many
    people don't care about you.
    
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12. erikajay
    posted a quote
    February 9, 2012 2:31am UTC
    The Butterfly Project.
    The rules are:
    i. When you feel like you want to cut, binge or mutilate, take a permanent marker and draw a butterfly on your wrist, arm or hand.
    ii. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better.
    iii. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it off.
    iv. if you cut before the butterfly is gone, you've killed it. If you don't cut, it lives.
    v. If you have more than one butterfly, cutting kills all of them.
    vi. Another person may draw them on you. These butterflies are extra special. Take good care of them.
    vii. Even if you don't cut, feel free to draw a butterfly anyways to show your support. If you do this, name it after someone you know that cuts or is suffering right now, and tell them. It could help.
    Fave this to spread the word! ♥
    
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13. erikajay
    posted a quote
    January 29, 2012 5:09am UTC
    actually, you have no idea how i feel.
    
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14. erikajay
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    January 29, 2012 4:12am UTC
    i guess i'm putting on sure a good act that even i don't know when i'm happy anymore.
    
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15. erikajay
    posted a quote
    January 23, 2012 10:23am UTC
    Am i okay? No, I'm not okay. There are so many thoughts buzzing through my head that i can't even concentrate. I feel so horrible it hurts to smile, so i can't fake it, not today. I'm trying so hard to hold in all these tears that are waiting to burst out. I want to scream. Yeah, i'm just tired.
    
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16. erikajay
    posted a quote
    January 23, 2012 8:14am UTC
    1. you can not stick out your tongue and look up at the ceiling at the same time, it is physically impossible to do due to the way that your tongue is connected to the tendons in your neck
    2. all idiots after reading number 1 will try to do it
    3.and discover that number 1 is a lie
    4. you are smiling because you are an idiot
    
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17. erikajay
    posted a quote
    January 23, 2012 2:07am UTC
    - What's wrong?
    im ugly. im fat
    im a failure. im depressed
    im suffering. i want to die
    i hate this world. i hate myself
    im imperfect. i cant do anything right
    im disgusting. im just not
    and you dont really seem to care
    - Nothing, im fine
    
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18. erikajay
    posted a quote
    January 17, 2012 5:55am UTC
    if i already feel dead, does it really matter if i kill myself?
    
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19. erikajay
    posted a quote
    December 11, 2011 10:59pm UTC
    It's hard to accept the truth
    when the lies are exactly
    what you wanted to hear.
    
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20. erikajay
    posted a quote
    December 7, 2011 3:38am UTC
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