I lie to you so you wont think i'm weak,
I lie to myself to keep myself from breaking down. I believe
you because I hope you would never lie. I loved you because
anything else felt wrong. Everything I would say to anyone
else was incomplete. When something good happens I was
used to telling you about it. If I had you, I had everything.
I only wish that was a lie. Now I have nothing. Nothing but
my half truths, broken promises and heartache. I'm surrounded
by people but,
I still look for you in the crowd,