&& sometimes, i just need to vent.
so here it is:
I love him.
God, I love him more than anything on this Earth.
He's my world. && no matter what, I know this boy will always have a piece of my heart.
The way he laughs, the way he smiles, the color of his blue eyes, his freckles, his voice, his name, the look he gives me when I say something crazy, his arms around my waist, the way his hand feels in mine, his kisses, his hugs, his touch, his stories, his walk, his family, his heartbeat... I love.
I want him more than words can describe,
I'm sick of waiting, but I feel if I leave, I'll be giving up on him.
&& i promised him I would never do that.
Just the thought of him, makes my heart beat fast. He holds me when I cry and he listens to everything I tell him. He is 100&% amazing in my eyes.
& I would die for this boy.
But I'm breaking down... can't he just choose me?
♥